Trading Places

I'm tired of taking the blame for his problems, his anger and his pain.  I wish I could trade places with him even for a moment.  Because in that moment he would never question my love for him again and he would know how much I miss him and how badly I want a normal relationship with him.  He would know that I do want to help him problem solve the simple everyday challenges in his life and encourage him to keep trying and to feel proud when he gets that sense of accomplishment when he gets what he goes after.  I want to believe him, trust him and protect him.   I want him to believe me, trust me, protect me, but most of all I just want him to love me....and if I could trade places I would use my mom powers and he would never ever use again